Time Deprivation

34 years and you've kept me from her
We have yet to meet but 
I've dreamed a time or 2
More than one close call 
I thought it was you

I'm far passed impatient
You've deprived me of time
Will she have red hair?
Will her eyes be blue?
I grow tired and the less I care

What I want is changing
Will she even recognize me?
I've developed strength all alone
I want to be strong together
I worry all my shots have been blown